Life is about Balance, We all have our wants and desires in this life. Never allow yourself to get blindsided by what you want and what you actually need. It's that hunger and the thurst for life that drives us into our passions. Keep looking because you may never know what is waiting for you at the middle or the end of your journey. Never let the misunderstandings of yesterday guide you into what you are destined for today.
A life unnoticed is a life worth searching for. Love and be Loved. allow your heart to feel that rhythm inside of you. As your feet move Dance, feel the rays of the sun bathe you in her rays of warmness that flows through her love. Hold yourself, feel the touch of your own skin as it becomes one inside of you, take a breath, slowly as the earth welcomes you to life,
Explore who you are. Your well being your life, Your are not about living for the moments but creating them from fear, disillusions, anger, these are all things that welcome you into life, welcome them and turn them around with love for you. Allow that love to live outside of you.
Move into your life not away from it, fight no more, Give into what the universe has for you.
share in the energy share in the warmth share in the love.
I hope that you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed creating it for you.
Take Care,
Kenneth
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
We Fight To Win
When a war starts, sometimes we are not prepared for the battle that is in front of us.
So we take a deep breathe and close our eyes then we go in. Our shields are up protecting what is most important to us, our lives.
Let's fight to stay alive, Let's fight to Love..
Who we are and what we stand for shapes our paths in life. Never allow anyone to stand in your way of your life because you only get one. Live In Love and It shall be recieved.
Take Care,
Kenney
So we take a deep breathe and close our eyes then we go in. Our shields are up protecting what is most important to us, our lives.
Let's fight to stay alive, Let's fight to Love..
Who we are and what we stand for shapes our paths in life. Never allow anyone to stand in your way of your life because you only get one. Live In Love and It shall be recieved.
Take Care,
Kenney
Monday, February 20, 2012
Journey's
Mistaskes are lessons that are given to us by the universe to succeed in life rather you have been pushed down and held there by what your past and those around you, The weight of that hand and that voice are only walls that can be broken.
Your Journey is you walk and no one else's believe in your heart that you can survive with Love
Your Journey is you walk and no one else's believe in your heart that you can survive with Love
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Learning your new road
At times in life we don't know where we will end up or who will continue to stay in our lives.
it is this unknown fear that drives us and gives us that undying energy to carry on through our journey
we must try to be open and willing to experience ourselves to no end rather it be in Love, or a road that has never been traveled. Our faith sometimes is questioned by events and people that have hurt us or challenged us to react in a much way that is different than we are use too.
I'm 36 soon be 37 in a few months, My journey has just begun I still have yet to learn the road that I am traveling. though I may have to say goodbye to a few people that have played a some what significant part in my life. I am ready for the challenge..
it is this unknown fear that drives us and gives us that undying energy to carry on through our journey
we must try to be open and willing to experience ourselves to no end rather it be in Love, or a road that has never been traveled. Our faith sometimes is questioned by events and people that have hurt us or challenged us to react in a much way that is different than we are use too.
I'm 36 soon be 37 in a few months, My journey has just begun I still have yet to learn the road that I am traveling. though I may have to say goodbye to a few people that have played a some what significant part in my life. I am ready for the challenge..
Out Look On Racism in the Gay Community
Lonileness comes from one separating themselves from the world. Their exsistence is based on how others accept them.
This has been a problem for many years in the gay community. Remember that first time that you knew that you had different thoughts? You liked Luke Skywalker instead of falling for Princess Lea. Then you get older and the experience happens with someone of the same sex. It felt different but good at the sametime, then there are those voices telling you that it is not ok for you to be this way. that God won't love you because you are different or that way.
If you look at it we are all that way in some form or another, black, White, Latino, Asian, Jewish, Catholic, Christian,
Who are we to say that this is not ok what God you worship or how you should look.
I've lived in Las Vegas for almost 12 years. I have been witness to many things that just didn't seem right to me. like the separation of the Gay community. there is a fine line and you know where you should walk and how far to go. Our social websites where this is really expressed like age, race and the way you should look or what social group that you should be in. Yet I look at the same men and women that are fighting for rights to marry and love out in the open, but these are the same people that say my preference is only to date white men, or asians or go as far as saying that Black men are Rude and we cheat and hide the fact that we are gay that's why AIDS is so widely spread in our community.
This troubles me because how are we suppose to grow as a community and let the rest of the world accept us or teach them to accept us I should say if we cannot even look at one another and be socially accepting.
isn't the Gay Flag a rainbow and if I am not mistaken it is also a multitude of colors right?
So where do you get off telling me that I am less than you because of where I come from and how I should act in our world. Look in the mirror and look around you and the world that you live in.
as I have said before everyones journey is different and until you have seen where they have come from you don't have a right to judge.
Please do not preach God's unspoken word to me, because if I am not mistaken He did preach love and acceptence of your fellow man. also his disciples where a groups of whores, drug addicts and drunks.. am I not wrong. I don't know what words you are reading but the one's that I see and understand are words of Love..
Thank You and Take care
Kenneth
This has been a problem for many years in the gay community. Remember that first time that you knew that you had different thoughts? You liked Luke Skywalker instead of falling for Princess Lea. Then you get older and the experience happens with someone of the same sex. It felt different but good at the sametime, then there are those voices telling you that it is not ok for you to be this way. that God won't love you because you are different or that way.
If you look at it we are all that way in some form or another, black, White, Latino, Asian, Jewish, Catholic, Christian,
Who are we to say that this is not ok what God you worship or how you should look.
I've lived in Las Vegas for almost 12 years. I have been witness to many things that just didn't seem right to me. like the separation of the Gay community. there is a fine line and you know where you should walk and how far to go. Our social websites where this is really expressed like age, race and the way you should look or what social group that you should be in. Yet I look at the same men and women that are fighting for rights to marry and love out in the open, but these are the same people that say my preference is only to date white men, or asians or go as far as saying that Black men are Rude and we cheat and hide the fact that we are gay that's why AIDS is so widely spread in our community.
This troubles me because how are we suppose to grow as a community and let the rest of the world accept us or teach them to accept us I should say if we cannot even look at one another and be socially accepting.
isn't the Gay Flag a rainbow and if I am not mistaken it is also a multitude of colors right?
So where do you get off telling me that I am less than you because of where I come from and how I should act in our world. Look in the mirror and look around you and the world that you live in.
as I have said before everyones journey is different and until you have seen where they have come from you don't have a right to judge.
Please do not preach God's unspoken word to me, because if I am not mistaken He did preach love and acceptence of your fellow man. also his disciples where a groups of whores, drug addicts and drunks.. am I not wrong. I don't know what words you are reading but the one's that I see and understand are words of Love..
Thank You and Take care
Kenneth
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Just A Thought
Acceptence is the Love growing inside of you, Love equals respect for not only oneself but those around you. Saying I love you to someone is easy to do, showing someone you love them will always come as the real truth.
Truth is never seeing someones past but noticing their future.
The past is something that happened yesterday and there are no do overs.
Yesterday is a word commonly used to describe something that has happened the day before. for instance I loved that movie, doesn't mean that you like it any less today but you loved what it did for you yesterday.
Change can come from with inside of you and around you. Sometimes change comes in the form of a friend sayin goodbye, a Lover no longer finding what they loved about you yesterday, may not come in the form of what type of love they need today. This does not give us or people the right to walk out of your life because things get tough.
Storms come and go. Love is like a shield that covers you from the rain, a blanket when your cold, an ear when you need someone to talk to, a hand to hold when there is quidence to be given.
Giving is forgiving, Hurt should not, will not and has not stopped the love in your heart. For that is the strongest power that you can have over anyone and anything.
I Love me there for I will not take what you are offering to me. Part time Love is not love at all, but a way of something that you need to escape from, work, a loved one, money troubles.
How Much is your self worth you are worth much more than nonexsisting phone calls of people who call when they say they will, you respect yourself so much more than a text that is sent out and never answered. Your time is more valuable than making plans with someone to find out that they are not home and they was busy doing something else.
This my friends are just thoughts and things that I have noticed these past few weeks from people telling me how they feel about others or witnessing first hand how sometimes the love that is shown is the truth that you sometimes need to let go instead of holding on..
Your life is so much more than just the social network of facebook, twitter. find the peace and acceptence in you Love from within gain a sense of responsiblity and become your own bestfriend. You are worthy of finding love..and having love..
Take Care,
Kenneth
Truth is never seeing someones past but noticing their future.
The past is something that happened yesterday and there are no do overs.
Yesterday is a word commonly used to describe something that has happened the day before. for instance I loved that movie, doesn't mean that you like it any less today but you loved what it did for you yesterday.
Change can come from with inside of you and around you. Sometimes change comes in the form of a friend sayin goodbye, a Lover no longer finding what they loved about you yesterday, may not come in the form of what type of love they need today. This does not give us or people the right to walk out of your life because things get tough.
Storms come and go. Love is like a shield that covers you from the rain, a blanket when your cold, an ear when you need someone to talk to, a hand to hold when there is quidence to be given.
Giving is forgiving, Hurt should not, will not and has not stopped the love in your heart. For that is the strongest power that you can have over anyone and anything.
I Love me there for I will not take what you are offering to me. Part time Love is not love at all, but a way of something that you need to escape from, work, a loved one, money troubles.
How Much is your self worth you are worth much more than nonexsisting phone calls of people who call when they say they will, you respect yourself so much more than a text that is sent out and never answered. Your time is more valuable than making plans with someone to find out that they are not home and they was busy doing something else.
This my friends are just thoughts and things that I have noticed these past few weeks from people telling me how they feel about others or witnessing first hand how sometimes the love that is shown is the truth that you sometimes need to let go instead of holding on..
Your life is so much more than just the social network of facebook, twitter. find the peace and acceptence in you Love from within gain a sense of responsiblity and become your own bestfriend. You are worthy of finding love..and having love..
Take Care,
Kenneth
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Secrets Of The Unknown
We were standing across the room sending messages to each other, slightly glances up from my phone, smiling enough to let him know that I was acknowledging his last message. LOl smiley face was my reply. I couldnt help myself to be madly in love with this man, but we lived in a completely different world that would not allow us to be together publicly. Although it was accepted in my corner of the world which was movies, but he was the rapperr/actor that dazzeled a girl here and there, but it was me who was getting the love an attention of course when we could sneak away from the cameras and entourage.
Glitz and Glamour was all around us how would anyone noticed if we even sneaked a kiss every now and then, but that too was just to much.
Are you meeting me tonight in my hotel room smiley face with the tongue sticking out.
No I replied I have that photo shoot in the morning with people magazine for that 50 most beautiful people
thing they do every year.
Oh that's wassup Da'vone replied.
using his real name made it a little more real for me so that's what I chose
You do know that I'm in that issue too right? so there is a possible chance that we could see each other at the shoot.
Oh my friend I wouldnt count on it, I replied hitting the send button and looking in his general direction biting my bottom lip. oh by the way you look damn good in that suit tonight. I just might have to tip toe in the direction of your room tonight.
You can't play wit a brotha like that and expect me not to get a little excited. Congrats on the award for best actor you deserved it, I mean you are good at what you do.
Well thank you Da'vone that is the nicest thing you've said to me since hmmm the other night. well I got to make an exit so this is the last message before I erase.. Love Papa Boy.
Papa boy was his nick name for me when we chated like this.
Love you too I replied. Oh b4ug u didn't say a thing about how I looked tonight. You didnt even know the
bracelet that I was wearing. Smiley face..
I did papa it's the one I got you when I was filming my music video..I'll call you later.. Night...
Mr. Sebastian we have some people over here that would like to say hello to you, ok I'll be there in a moment. I need to finish up this email Sarah my asistant just emailed me a script that was sent to her..
James Anthony how does it feel to be the big winner here tonight these questions were coming from everywhere I couldn't see beyond the flashing lights to know where it was coming from, I shrugged smiled and said It feels great to be acknowledged by your peers and your fans most of all for this is for them that I do this oh and side note the free outfits.
Who are you wearing tonight James? I knew the voice but could not see the face.
Gucci I replied I am wearing Gucci and rightfully so..
James we have to go you have an appearence to make at the after party, Gisselle my publicist whispered in my ear.
Well guys sorry I gotta go, I am being summoned , It was a pleasure speaking with all of you. thank you.
Glitz and Glamour was all around us how would anyone noticed if we even sneaked a kiss every now and then, but that too was just to much.
Are you meeting me tonight in my hotel room smiley face with the tongue sticking out.
No I replied I have that photo shoot in the morning with people magazine for that 50 most beautiful people
thing they do every year.
Oh that's wassup Da'vone replied.
using his real name made it a little more real for me so that's what I chose
You do know that I'm in that issue too right? so there is a possible chance that we could see each other at the shoot.
Oh my friend I wouldnt count on it, I replied hitting the send button and looking in his general direction biting my bottom lip. oh by the way you look damn good in that suit tonight. I just might have to tip toe in the direction of your room tonight.
You can't play wit a brotha like that and expect me not to get a little excited. Congrats on the award for best actor you deserved it, I mean you are good at what you do.
Well thank you Da'vone that is the nicest thing you've said to me since hmmm the other night. well I got to make an exit so this is the last message before I erase.. Love Papa Boy.
Papa boy was his nick name for me when we chated like this.
Love you too I replied. Oh b4ug u didn't say a thing about how I looked tonight. You didnt even know the
bracelet that I was wearing. Smiley face..
I did papa it's the one I got you when I was filming my music video..I'll call you later.. Night...
Mr. Sebastian we have some people over here that would like to say hello to you, ok I'll be there in a moment. I need to finish up this email Sarah my asistant just emailed me a script that was sent to her..
James Anthony how does it feel to be the big winner here tonight these questions were coming from everywhere I couldn't see beyond the flashing lights to know where it was coming from, I shrugged smiled and said It feels great to be acknowledged by your peers and your fans most of all for this is for them that I do this oh and side note the free outfits.
Who are you wearing tonight James? I knew the voice but could not see the face.
Gucci I replied I am wearing Gucci and rightfully so..
James we have to go you have an appearence to make at the after party, Gisselle my publicist whispered in my ear.
Well guys sorry I gotta go, I am being summoned , It was a pleasure speaking with all of you. thank you.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Obeservations On Love
Dear Friends,
Thank You for the Happy Valentines wishes and the online flowers and hugs, that really meant alot to me.
I hope that you all enjoyed your day and also took today to reflect on the relationship aspect of your lives.
I went to a movie and had a lovely meal today alone. I sat there looking at the couples holding hands and kissing
most girls with flowers in one hand and a teddy bear in the other along with their boyfriends, husbands holding their
purses in the other. This was something that did not surprise me. For today was the one day besides your birthday where
you could get into it without any questions. Girls this does not leave you out of this either. Manipulation is always key sometimes to.
The real reason for this letter is to enlighten you on Being with oneself on a day like this. yes it may get rough sometimes to not have a hug or a kiss or even a hand to hold. It's more about being comfortable with yourself. I did have the chance to go out with a perfectly nice guy today who asked me out for a movie and dinner. I declined because of the truth I'm not attracted to him in that way, and if I had taken his invitation I would have not only have lied to him but most of all I would have lied to myself.
I ordered My number one meal with a large strawberry milk shake and marched into the theater sat in the middle row and I watched the Vow. Of course I was the only single person there, but that was ok because I was being comfortable with me.
Question is do you want to spend your life being locked away from life because there is no one there holding your hand or do you want to get out and explore the life around you. I to am starting my journey and the realization of the truth is amazing once i've realized it. Hold On and be strong don't allow the love that you have for yourself be blinded by the fact that you don't have a man or woman there to cheer you on. Look up and smile warmly because you are not alone.
Take Care,
Kenneth
Thank You for the Happy Valentines wishes and the online flowers and hugs, that really meant alot to me.
I hope that you all enjoyed your day and also took today to reflect on the relationship aspect of your lives.
I went to a movie and had a lovely meal today alone. I sat there looking at the couples holding hands and kissing
most girls with flowers in one hand and a teddy bear in the other along with their boyfriends, husbands holding their
purses in the other. This was something that did not surprise me. For today was the one day besides your birthday where
you could get into it without any questions. Girls this does not leave you out of this either. Manipulation is always key sometimes to.
The real reason for this letter is to enlighten you on Being with oneself on a day like this. yes it may get rough sometimes to not have a hug or a kiss or even a hand to hold. It's more about being comfortable with yourself. I did have the chance to go out with a perfectly nice guy today who asked me out for a movie and dinner. I declined because of the truth I'm not attracted to him in that way, and if I had taken his invitation I would have not only have lied to him but most of all I would have lied to myself.
I ordered My number one meal with a large strawberry milk shake and marched into the theater sat in the middle row and I watched the Vow. Of course I was the only single person there, but that was ok because I was being comfortable with me.
Question is do you want to spend your life being locked away from life because there is no one there holding your hand or do you want to get out and explore the life around you. I to am starting my journey and the realization of the truth is amazing once i've realized it. Hold On and be strong don't allow the love that you have for yourself be blinded by the fact that you don't have a man or woman there to cheer you on. Look up and smile warmly because you are not alone.
Take Care,
Kenneth
Monday, February 13, 2012
Monday Morning
Happy Monday All,
I am hoping that we all had a weekend filled with reflection of our own lives due to the death of Whitney Houston. It came as a surprise to all of us, not fully knowing how to react over the loss of someone so young and beautiful.
Although I have been a somewhat fan of Whitney Houston I have learned to respect her for her craft, a voice of an angel and one that has inspired so many singers today. I am sure that you can see it in some of the greatest voices today. Mariah,Celine, just to name a few.
she is at peace now, and she should not be remembered for her troubles, but for the heartache that she has brought so many of us through with her ability to Take us down and rock us slow...
Thank You Whitney You will always be loved..
I am hoping that we all had a weekend filled with reflection of our own lives due to the death of Whitney Houston. It came as a surprise to all of us, not fully knowing how to react over the loss of someone so young and beautiful.
Although I have been a somewhat fan of Whitney Houston I have learned to respect her for her craft, a voice of an angel and one that has inspired so many singers today. I am sure that you can see it in some of the greatest voices today. Mariah,Celine, just to name a few.
she is at peace now, and she should not be remembered for her troubles, but for the heartache that she has brought so many of us through with her ability to Take us down and rock us slow...
Thank You Whitney You will always be loved..
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Welcome
Hello,
Hello everyone this is my first posting for Kenney's Corner. I will be posting short stories, poems and music and movie reviews.
This will be my first attempt at putting my work out there in the public. I will respect your comments and take all critcisim to ask a way of growing. I look forward to hearing from all of you soon.
Thank You.
Kenney
Hello everyone this is my first posting for Kenney's Corner. I will be posting short stories, poems and music and movie reviews.
This will be my first attempt at putting my work out there in the public. I will respect your comments and take all critcisim to ask a way of growing. I look forward to hearing from all of you soon.
Thank You.
Kenney
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