Obeservations On Love

Dear Friends,

Thank You for the Happy Valentines wishes and the online flowers and hugs, that really meant alot to me.
I hope that you all enjoyed your day and also took today to reflect on the relationship aspect of your lives.
I went to a movie and had a lovely meal today alone. I sat there looking at the couples holding hands and kissing
most girls with flowers in one hand and a teddy bear in the other along with their boyfriends, husbands holding their
purses in the other. This was something that did not surprise me. For today was the one day besides your birthday where
you could get into it without any questions. Girls this does not leave you out of this either. Manipulation is always key sometimes to.

The real reason for this letter is to enlighten you on Being with oneself on a day like this. yes it may get rough sometimes to not have a hug or a kiss or even a hand to hold. It's more about being comfortable with yourself. I did have the chance to go out with a perfectly nice guy today who asked me out for a movie and dinner. I declined because of the truth I'm not attracted to him in that way, and if I had taken his invitation I would have not only have lied to him but most of all I would have lied to myself.

I ordered My number one meal with a large strawberry milk shake and marched into the theater sat in the middle row and I watched the Vow. Of course I was the only single person there, but that was ok because I was being comfortable with me.

Question is do you want to spend your life being locked away from life because there is no one there holding your hand or do you want to get out and explore the life around you. I to am starting my journey and the realization of the truth is amazing once i've realized it. Hold On and be strong don't allow the love that you have for yourself be blinded by the fact that you don't have a man or woman there to cheer you on. Look up and smile warmly because you are not alone.

Take Care,
Kenneth