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How Lonely could the world be if there was no one there to love me, I searched to find a calmer peace of mind. But Loneliness and Heartache seem to grasp the better part of me each time. I reach out for love to only get something that is nothing and treated as if my world has no time. Disregard me from what you feel is right look past me as if I am not standing there. for I am a ghost dying to be seen. " I scream Look at me, I am here, I am here, Listen to me for the words that I say are of my own. My life, My pain my sorrows for which they have brought me pain.
I can tell you of a man that I once knew, someone who was filled with the promises that a realness of you.

Torture my only device for exsistence, loneliness is a familiar world that I have always known. Search to find..a distance that is mine. a truth a better part of me